L.O.V.E. ....Cupid's Choke Hold (What does it mean to you?)

KaeMartyndale · Post by **KaeMartyndale** » 30 Mar 2008, 10:13

Star wrote:its my privilege as a writer to write about it as I see and feel, and at this point in time it doesn't seem to be in a positive light. I apologize if I end up offending anyone with my shades of gray that I happen to be wearing.

I have always thought that no matter how big your pain is, if you can create something from it, then it was at least worth something. So, if you can write a poem, or whatever, then at least your pain has generated something positive. I've always found that the biggest hurts for me were the ones I couldn't write through.

Tracey Neal · Post by **Tracey Neal** » 30 Mar 2008, 10:27

KaeMartyndale wrote:
Star wrote:its my privilege as a writer to write about it as I see and feel, and at this point in time it doesn't seem to be in a positive light. I apologize if I end up offending anyone with my shades of gray that I happen to be wearing.
I have always thought that no matter how big your pain is, if you can create something from it, then it was at least worth something. So, if you can write a poem, or whatever, then at least your pain has generated something positive. I've always found that the biggest hurts for me were the ones I couldn't write through.

I never thought of that Kae but it makes sense, its funny one of my job's requires that I write about love, and lately its been kicking me in my invisible balls to do so. I mean here it is..I get up..I'm here...I go through the emotions of the "everyday". But for now...not always I'm broken.

Libellus · Post by **Libellus** » 30 Mar 2008, 12:27

Star, hang on in there! (as you say your side of the pond).
You seem to be one of the "good guys" - you're bubbly (hell yes!), you're bright, you're witty - you have the world; the world just needs to recognise it!.

Sorry if things arent too good, romantically, at the moment - but keep going; stay true to yourself and what you believe and what you want, and as someone's tag line says "what doesnt kill you makes you stronger" - trite/glib maybe but true all the same
.........Oh ! and wear purple! - I am sure it suits you more than grey, you've never come across as a grey-girl - X.

Hamlet · Post by **Hamlet** » 30 Mar 2008, 14:25

purple! perfect! lol, yeah i would agree just hang, tightly if you have to star, i myself have been cloaked in shades of grey. and libellus is right
"what doesnt kill you makes you stronger!!" you seem too nutty to be so down, CHEER UP!! don't lose yourself because of some prick!!

where is allison at today??

Tracey Neal · Post by **Tracey Neal** » 30 Mar 2008, 16:50

Libellus wrote:Star, hang on in there! (as you say your side of the pond).
You seem to be one of the "good guys" - you're bubbly (hell yes!), you're bright, you're witty - you have the world; the world just needs to recognise it!.

Sorry if things arent too good, romantically, at the moment - but keep going; stay true to yourself and what you believe and what you want, and as someone's tag line says "what doesnt kill you makes you stronger" - trite/glib maybe but true all the same
.........Oh ! and wear purple! - I am sure it suits you more than grey, you've never come across as a grey-girl - X.

Libellus thank you so much for your kind words of encouragement, it means alot to me, I love ya babe..you rock girl!!!

Hammer! thanks bro, awesome to hear from you too sweetpea!

clarebear · Post by **clarebear** » 30 Mar 2008, 17:29

Star wrote: But for now...not always I'm broken.

Awwww dude

*huggles*

Tracey Neal · Post by **Tracey Neal** » 30 Mar 2008, 17:36

clarebear wrote:
Star wrote: But for now...not always I'm broken.
Awwww dude *huggles*

Thank you Clarebear! I'll gladly accept huggles

awelker · Post by **awelker** » 30 Mar 2008, 18:04

hey ham. sry i haven't been on to much today. i had five hours of sleep last night and I didn't get back to my place until like 3 and i have been doing homework since then.

star if you don't mind me asking, what do you do that requires you to write about love? i mean what kind of job is it? just curious.

sleepydumpling · Post by **sleepydumpling** » 31 Mar 2008, 03:02

KaeMartyndale wrote:
sleepydumpling wrote:Life is all about challenges!
It is, indeed. Sometimes I get tired of the constant challenge, though!

I'm not bothered about the challenges per se, it's the challenges that turn into trials!

As for choosing who you love... part of me right now, because I'm in a very bruised spot, wants to go "I'd LOVE to choose who I loved, because then I wouldn't love a man who is too afraid to admit he loves me in return." but then the truth is... I love him and he's a beautiful person and I wouldn't take that away for anything.

Tracey Neal · Post by **Tracey Neal** » 31 Mar 2008, 07:35

sleepydumpling wrote:
KaeMartyndale wrote:
sleepydumpling wrote:Life is all about challenges!
It is, indeed. Sometimes I get tired of the constant challenge, though!
I'm not bothered about the challenges per se, it's the challenges that turn into trials!

As for choosing who you love... part of me right now, because I'm in a very bruised spot, wants to go "I'd LOVE to choose who I loved, because then I wouldn't love a man who is too afraid to admit he loves me in return." but then the truth is... I love him and he's a beautiful person and I wouldn't take that away for anything.

You're beautiful! The fact your hurting and can still respect and give so much love to him, I just think thats amazing! I'm going to try really hard to let go, I never had hold to begin with..I think what hurts so much to me is I'm one who loves to give..I expected very little in return...I'm really too easy to please I think, and I feel I got used terribly..its caused fear in me, this hurt so bad...no way do I want it to happen again. Plus I'm just finding out things about him I didn't see...its sad to say the least. But your in my thoughts Sleepy dumpling

Hamlet · Post by **Hamlet** » 31 Mar 2008, 17:11

awelker wrote:hey ham. sry i haven't been on to much today. i had five hours of sleep last night and I didn't get back to my place until like 3 and i have been doing homework since then.

star if you don't mind me asking, what do you do that requires you to write about love? i mean what kind of job is it? just curious.

hey! thats alright, 5 hours lol thats not much. but it is a little more than i get at times, when i stand duty i get little sleep on those days, its pretty rough to say the least. better homework for you than me.lol, i'm on shore duty right now so i go to classes 2 days a week, i'm about to bump that up to 3. anywho how are you ladies all doing??

awelker · Post by **awelker** » 31 Mar 2008, 18:33

im doing good today. tired still but that feeling seems to never go away. homework sucks and i hate it, only four weeks left in the semester!! YAY!!

KaeMartyndale · Post by **KaeMartyndale** » 31 Mar 2008, 20:57

awelker wrote:only four weeks left in the semester!! YAY!!

FINALLY! Except I have placement until June still :S

I can't even count how many cups of tea I've had today.

Hamlet · Post by **Hamlet** » 01 Apr 2008, 09:05

awelker wrote:im doing good today. tired still but that feeling seems to never go away. homework sucks and i hate it, only four weeks left in the semester!! YAY!!

get some rest there

, yeap homework sucks for sure, i don't care for it too much either, but at least you only have the 4 weeks!! HOORAY! lol